So Easter has come and gone and so have all my spoons! I have been under the weather all over Easter and have a constant fibromyalgia flare, coupled with spinal pain.
With moving the homemaking help for the elderly stopped and it would take a long time to get it all arranged. We have decided to enlist a woman to clean for us fortnightly again.
This lady is very efficient and friendly as well and although we enlisted her for once a month cleaning, the truth is I need her fortnightly. I can maintain our home in between her visits, but with once a month, the house is needing a more thorough clean and therefore took more than the two hours I hired her to clean.
As always, I hate needing to have help these days, and Chris is too unwell to help me. It is what it is..
You would think that with having back pain for forty years and fibromyaglia and angina for twenty, that I would be more gracious to myself. I should be accepting my lot, but being a woman, I still find my perceived worth as a homemaker is dictated by how fast I spin my wheel without help.
So with my 70th birthday here in a few weeks, I am just going to have to accept my handicaps and be merciful to myself.
I should be glad that I have a husband who agrees to hiring help. A lot of women don't. So I will just stop the pity party and enjoy this season where we can afford her...
And also, when she comes, I am not going to clean the house before she comes... I am a perfectionist, but no longer... where housework is concerned, I will get the help I need. I'm no longer a bunny!
© Glenys Robyn Hicks
God is my strength and power: and he maketh my way perfect. 2 Samuel 22:33
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