As you know, I have been having problems with my heart and fibromyalgia. My blood pressure is barely controlled and I am constantly tired.
We have decided to cancel Christmas this year. I haven't even put up a wreath on the front door, let alone, a Christmas tree.
We are staying home and nobody is coming. Contrary to how I would feel in years past, this year's plan gives me peace.
We plan to play games online with my sister and son. There's nothing like a game of online Scrabble with familiar people who are well matched in scores.
None of us is able to attend church these days but that doesn't stop us from worshiping God and remembering Jesus on the day we choose to celebrate as His birthday.
Next week I will be ordering my Christmas food and I will be buying a ham and organic salad vegetables for Chris's and my lunch. I will also be buying some grape juice and matzo crackers, as we plan to take Communion online with my sister and son like we did last Easter.
It is not an ideal Christmas, but with all of us feeling unwell, it is making the best of a bad situation.
We all feel that as long as we remember that God sent His Son Jesus to bear the sins of the world and be our Saviour, then that is what Christmas really is.
Besides, the first Christmas was extremely unpretentious and simple. It's OK if ours is too...