Clean kitchenOrder groceries online and pick them upGo to chemistCook steak, mashed potatoes and salad for dinner
Monday 4 January 2021
The kettle's always on!
Tuesday 22 September 2020
We only live once
We were overjoyed to see a double rainbow on our way home. It was so vivid and we felt like we were actually driving through it.
Yesterday was a day of severe fibromyalgia pain, but I decided to try to focus on positives and I didn't have to look far. The same daughter we visited today has had leukaemia and she had a phone consult yesterday from her haemotologist, who informed her that she was still in remission.
Laying in bed last night, I tried to ignore the aching muscles, stiff neck and back and I decided to dwell on the many ways I have been blessed daily. Certainly the blood results were praiseworthy. I fell asleep praising and thanking God for the miracle of her life.
I woke up still in pain, as the weather was inclement, but I needed to go to the chemist, so I forced myself to get dressed and go. We then proceeded to see our daughter, glad to be able to at last visit someone and drive in the car!
I know I will most likely wake up in pain tomorrow, but I weighed it up and decided that seeing my girl and going for a drive would be worth it. So I will plan the next few days accordingly.
I will be preparing an easy stew in the slow cooker tomorrow. I will be doing just the essentials in the house- for me that is putting clean washing away and doing tonight's dishes. With my arms tingling and feeling like my muscles and tendons are tearing, I won't be doing them tonight. They will be there in the morning...
Life with fibromyalgia is a juggling act and a life of constantly meting out spoons and rest breaks. Every day one has to decide if a certain activity is worth the pain to follow it. Sometimes it is.
We have to weigh up the satisfaction and pleasure of today against the certain knowledge of a painful tomorrow. We often have to choose to live and we suffer physically for it.
Fibromites have to plan to live or we will die inside through boredom, loneliness and regret. We must know that we could cocoon ourselves today only to find we suffer tomorrow anyway.
Along with the pain of overprotecting ourselves, comes the feeling of regret. Choose carefully and try to find joy every day. We only live once.
Friday 14 August 2020
The last stitch
Saturday 1 August 2020
Another day at the beach!
Monday 13 July 2020
Beauty is all around us
Thursday 11 June 2020
From the comfort of my couch
When I woke from my resultant slumber, Chris had closed the door as it was getting cold again. My muscles felt more relaxed and I had a few spoons to cook some fish and mashed potato with peas for dinner. I even did an apple pie sweetened with Hermasetas and cinnamon.
I was so comforted by just getting to rest and sleep and I intend to go to the "beach" again tomorrow- all from the comfort of my couch!
Tuesday 2 June 2020
Still the mistress of our home!
Monday 11 May 2020
Light at the end of the tunnel
Sunday 3 May 2020
On a wing and a prayer
To be honest, at the moment, there's not much I can do that doesn't cause pain somewhere. My whole body hurts.
I have dishes to do and I plan to make a quiche and salad for dinner tonight. That's all. I will be turning my electric blanket back on soon and retreating to bed.
Even staying up long enough to do these few things is only going to happen with prayer. I am like a war plane struck down and trying to coast to clear land. On a wing and a prayer!